Why I am here?
Because the time I had to sacrifice everything to fulfill my obligations have recently finished and there is nothing more I can give to my children - which means there is a time for myself.
And I have a lot to do because I missed a lot! :)
All my life I have been working in "helping professions" which definitely left some damage on me but I cannot live without feeling of a contribution to other people lives - maybe I need somebody similar for establishing the balance of giving and receiving?
I am incurably idealistic and romantic and trying to hide that behind the curtain of realistic and reasonable approach for the safety reasons because the world in this century is obviously not "Don Quijote friendly".
Although I am not mad about exercise I need my gym mat and my bicycle every day as I want to use my body for some time yet without any NHS intervention. I want to enjoy not only cozy nights in front of TV or fireplace but breathtaking sunsets observed from the hill as well and I still want to try some weird things I dreamt since childhood for example skydiving.....
I love yoga, cycling, walking, hiking and fell hopelessly in love with English countryside.
I strongly believe that nothing is static in this world and you can only go forward or moving backwards which is the reason I make an effort to learn new things along the way which sometimes makes me look crazy.
I like tall men with strong male energy (which does not at all mean violence), with the awareness of their life purpose and with the clearly defined personal integrity.
I prefer men with no more earrings than I wear :), with at least some places on their bodies without tattoos and I do not insist on hair as some men actually look attractive bald.
I agree that nobody of us is getting any younger and I do not need a male model in my life (I want my mirror for myself most of the time anyway :)) but I do not agree that only personality matters. Let me explain - there is a saying: Beautiful young person is a freak of nature - but beautiful old person is a masterpiece!
A reasonable health and physical condition is needed as I would like to share my interests - and maybe some of yours...?
I value honesty and sincerity very high, kindness and devotion, humour and laughter, support and understanding - that is what I would like to give and receive back, to be honest actually much more....
Thanks for reading and good luck to all you!